and then, well, there was this:

a calm, quiet break up of a long, dramatic relationship.
i signed up for an online dating service within the hour, cut my hair withing 24, and painted my nails a deep dark red within the week.
i started eating normally the next day.
i ran into him two days later, at a coffeeshop and other than the awkward hug it wasn't, well, awkward.

it certainly wasn't what i thought would happen this year, but i made it so. and so now, for the first time 2 and half years, i'm single. i don't have the first idea of what to do.